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So I have kinda been going through Hawaii withdrawals!! I haven't started working yet, so that gives me a lot of time to sit around and reminise(sp?) about how wonderful my life in Hawaii was, and it's rather depressing! To add to my list of depressing things to think about, theres the fact that I'm not going to see my brand new niece and nephew til next year, I'm on the waiting list for BYU Jerusalem, because by rotten luck my name didn't get picked in the random draw even though I was totally qualified, and gas has gone up ridiculously high, of course now that I have to buy a car and have to drive an hour everyday for my job...greeeeat. Oh and did I mention I'm freezing ALL the time? Oh and also that of course the country I pick to go teach English in has turned absolutely crazy and totally unsafe and my Dad won't let me for get it?And mail takes 15 days to get here from the States! 15 days! It took 4 to get to Hawaii! And I thought that was long, and it costs like 30$ to send a large envelope from Canada, that myabe costed 5$ to send to the States! Ahh! But at least I live in a free country right? And I have an amazing family! And if I don't get into BYUJ, I'm going to go work in Australia!! That is, if I can find someone to come with me!! Any takers? I'm not kidding, if you're interested or know anyone who is, let me know!! I've been home two weeks and I'm already ready to get out of this town!